srsly plz someone kill Dr. Phil

[alien space marine]

Pretty much Cho wallowed in self pity steaming with rage and jealousy frustration to the fact it seemed to his narrow perceptions that everyone else was living the good life and had it all perfect and he was somehow denied by the universe or "god" the same blessings and felt disadvantaged.

The term "ax Ishmael" sort of sums up his own analogue as he thought of himself as the begotten child who was unfairly cast aside by his father to safeguard the prize younger Issac "Who was the one to be blessed with greatness" rather then Ishmael who's future was far more bleak.

It seems to me the person he is shouting too on the tapes could be "god" or his parents perhaps both?

Misery loves company as the old saying goes.