19th April 2007, 4:12 PM
Dark Jaguar Wrote:I guess people deal with these sorts of things in different ways. For my part I considered even having a memory of those people a further violation so I never dwelled on such things and as such never thought of revenge (gives them too much importance and other after school special morals, but it's true).
Some of us got it in greater severity then others , It waisnt something you could avoid thinking of at the time since it was part of the everyday life of your schooling years there were days back then I would pretend to be sick to avoid going for fear that I was going to roughed up again. The middle school I went you could say was the place were all the damn expelled disciplinary rejects from others schools were sent too and those who just so happen to live in that district got stuck in with them like me.
As there was one really disturbed kid named Ben who is a thug as far as I am concerned probably is in *Jail* today no doubt ,waited for me in a corner one day and was planning to jump me with a knife all because I had double crossed him telling the teacher that he had shutoff my computer during class, but I was warned by another kid who tipped me off to what he was planning to do at the end of the day. Basically for such a little incident he ran a hole vendetta on me until the school year was over.
Today I just look at it as history something to chuckle at all the traumas and anxiety experienced ages ago in the lower grades is just irrelevant.
Ben I seriously hope your little white ass is being fucked by other inmates as somebodies little bitch.
I think your right I wont let that turd shit occupy anymore of my memory and time ever for the rest of my life.