13th July 2003, 7:03 AM
I had not intended to kill cs, Some of the things admiral and SSb said were just vicious and disheartening,if I wanted to destroy cs I could have done it in 2 minutes. Removing the link is hardly destroying the place, as for those threads ez boards is a gay bugged system even the post count for battlefeild has been bugged for a long time.I was gonne do it but I backed out knowing that I was gonna harm more then just those who did harm to me.
heck I cared alot about this place, I helped you out whenever you asked for it , I was the one who gave geno and lumashi some admin and mod powers.I tried to restore the link and did some damage control before you baned me.
I really wish admiral finex and SSb didnt take everything so seriously, when you insaulted me for that color thing I tried to joke about it but afterwards you were just so nasty you had me tears.I tried to close the topic yes, since I wanted to drop the meaningless insualting thread which pretty much didnt belong in the battlefeild to begin with.Then you had to go and say I was so stupid I should kill myself and that everyone hates me after how much i supported you earlier that was uncalled for and crossing the line. Of course I got mad like any person who has had his self esteem spit on.
all you had to do was say sorry , but no you brought up that i am gonna talk to everyone and have you baned becuase I closed that thread earlier. (well before the link incident)
As for those missing threads that is the result I suspect of internal error at ez boards deleting a few threads would be a waste of my time and hardly a way to harm you.
weltall please forward this to cs.
may I add , that if I hadnt of done anything at all , no one would have cared that AF, SSB,
had said the nasty thing they had said to me , I am disgusted at how little people like Geno who call me a liar after how much I had done for them assisting them in the past , Geno couldnt edit his posts I helped him with that ect....
But I should have retired I should have seen this coming , atleast then I could have left with some shread of decency, but now things have to be twisted and actually I am surpised some of you believe I did this out of insanity and that I am just evil a person , As for admiral finex I am surpised even you could have so little compassion in how you treated me earlier over such a trivial reason. I have feelings like any human being if anybody was betrayed it was me.
heck I cared alot about this place, I helped you out whenever you asked for it , I was the one who gave geno and lumashi some admin and mod powers.I tried to restore the link and did some damage control before you baned me.
I really wish admiral finex and SSb didnt take everything so seriously, when you insaulted me for that color thing I tried to joke about it but afterwards you were just so nasty you had me tears.I tried to close the topic yes, since I wanted to drop the meaningless insualting thread which pretty much didnt belong in the battlefeild to begin with.Then you had to go and say I was so stupid I should kill myself and that everyone hates me after how much i supported you earlier that was uncalled for and crossing the line. Of course I got mad like any person who has had his self esteem spit on.
all you had to do was say sorry , but no you brought up that i am gonna talk to everyone and have you baned becuase I closed that thread earlier. (well before the link incident)
As for those missing threads that is the result I suspect of internal error at ez boards deleting a few threads would be a waste of my time and hardly a way to harm you.
weltall please forward this to cs.
may I add , that if I hadnt of done anything at all , no one would have cared that AF, SSB,
had said the nasty thing they had said to me , I am disgusted at how little people like Geno who call me a liar after how much I had done for them assisting them in the past , Geno couldnt edit his posts I helped him with that ect....
But I should have retired I should have seen this coming , atleast then I could have left with some shread of decency, but now things have to be twisted and actually I am surpised some of you believe I did this out of insanity and that I am just evil a person , As for admiral finex I am surpised even you could have so little compassion in how you treated me earlier over such a trivial reason. I have feelings like any human being if anybody was betrayed it was me.