Tendo City

To keep my sanity I find things to do so I dont have to listen to my brain. I have no friends around here and I guess I need some kind of semisocial interaction. I'm starting dancing lessons.

Yes. Dancing lessons.

Wait for it...... wait...

Dancing lessons.

It's the end of the world. I also run in the mornings which is fun because sometimes there's these raccoons that watch me, I give them treats but I think I should stop because they're increasing in numbers everytime I see them and they might be planning something. I'm skinny. who cares. So drawing, running, origami. I'm bored as all fuck and the stress is killing me. I have grey hairs everywhere, GREY (gray) hairs, I dont get it. But I haven't been alone like this in a long time and it sucks so much asshole that I dunno wut tado. I avoid video games, my nephew and I play some stuff here and there but I dont play by myself (reference lol) and I was wondering what the other lonely hearts do to keep themselves busy with their free time.

So AIM I guess. Dead Hepheastus. Look me up or dont. Miller, I got a facebook but I dunno what it is or what i'm doing, I joined a netherlands group and the people are odd, like leather face mask odd. Help.

I sent you a friend request on Facebook. You should see it on your homepage and you can approve it. I've starting using AIM again after about a year without IM so say hi once in a while.

But, you ARE your brain! You can't run from what you are! Instead, relish it, embrace it, make it your own! *eyes light on fire* Or, you know, alter it, with cybernetic implants! Or alchohol. Where's my pint? I'm yer shooter! Are you ready... to warp?

The way to distract your brain is to GET ONLINE AND TALK TO ME. But that's kind of impractical, because aside from right now, I ain't hardly ever online. But if you're still some kind of insomniac tell me, because I'll probably be online more if I have someone to talk to. Keep taking dancing lessons, I think you'd enjoy swing dancing and jitterbugging and all that. You'll probably still want to punch yourself in the face in the end, but the rapture that rises up from the breast when dixieland music fills the ears is some kind of hypnotic force of god.

And there's never a shortage of movies - get a netflix subscription and watch'em all for your Kubrickian sub-textual storytelling stuff. And write theses and post them here so we can pretend to read them and tell you that all 27 layers of Pumpkinhead you uncovered were brilliant.

That just seriously made my entire day not suck, you would recieve points if I had them to give out but I do not so you recieve nothing.

I dunno when i'm starting the lessons but when I do, i'll post embaressing videos of myself falling down/hurting the instructor, etc.

Keep away from Pumpkinhead,
Unless you're tired of living,
His enemies are mostly dead,
He's mean and unforgiving,
Laugh at him and you're undone,
But in some dreadful fashion,
Vengeance, he considers fun,
And plans it with a passion,
Time will not erase or blot,
A plot that he has brewing,
It's when you think that he's forgot,
He'll conjure your undoing,
Bolted doors and windows barred,
Guard dogs prowling in the yard,
Won't protect you in your bed,
Nothing will, from Pumpkinhead

Stan Winston directed it believe it or not. It has some subtext of dealing with death and revenge as Pumpkinhead is like revenge-incarnate. Remember how the dad was like "Kill them all yeah!" and then felt guilty and tried to stop him? Kinda interesting but of course we're talking about a film that was built around a costume, though easily one of the best movie monsters out there it got put in the 'cult' statis since it failed to reach broad audiences. It's been a looooong time since I've seen it but i'll give it another go sometime and post my opinions for you all to ignore.

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There is honesty there, and yet sadness. But people... Crisco is not a lubricant. You will be washing your anus for weeks trying to put it back to normal, it will be so slippery and squishy in the butt that you'll actually, well, you spend a lot of time flexing and moving around trying to get used to it, being annoyed by it. It's just not worth it. Worse than baby oil because with it you atleast smell somewhat normal. But ass and Crisco? EVERYONE will know EXACTLY what you've been doing.